It is probably a lot easier to walk away from what we have, rather than to keep holding on. Emotionally, my strength is very limited now. I feel like i no longer want to express myself or discuss it anymore. I've started to give up.
What good things we've had in the past become history, and it's the time to move on.. I want to go far away, i need a fresh start where nobody knows me, perhaps?
Recently, things have become obvious, and the solution for me to take has become more obvious. Letting it go might be painful. It is just.. life is life, it is always complicated.
cheers. love. amanda