60 minutes of thought

For days, I found myself wandering nowhere; how could i spent those days looking at something aimlessly. My friend kept on asking me what i gonna do after get my result, i waited a long time before answering. I do not know, dear.

Yesterday, met some friends at klang, had teas; headed to KL, had nasi lemak at kampung baru within two hours time. All were about result, result... and RESULT.

Gosh. I can't think of any, indeed. Serious headache.

I need a change, some changes perhaps.. or huge change might perfectly work on me. Well, what's it then?!!

I really need a part time job now, i can't stay at home, NO WAY!! I was always lost the past few years, ran away from the reality while facing obstacles; I can't repeat the same anymore.

It's time for the coffee session with J them. Hope will be a good night to spend with..

PRAY for TOMORROW!!!

BaD Day, BaD MooD, BaD Dream

Sleepless night yesterday. Woke up early in the morning. Drove ryan's car to college. Called my classmates, cindy & moe. Could not get result today. Returned the bunting equipment to the sponsor, April Fine Paper Trading S/B. Deposited cheque from car dealer. Sent a 4.5kg of my apparels to laundry shop. Met my second elder sister for the insurance matter. Took a short nap until 8pm and terrified by a dream.

Today, it is a bad day to me because i did not get enough sleep yesterday.

Today, i am in bad mood due to i am one of the 13 persons in the list, I FAILed.

Today, i was terrified by a bad dream, it was so real which i couldn't differentiate whether it was a dream or not.

Listening to Lee Hom's song. It soothes my tension, indeed. Think of going somewhere, purposeless. *sigh* Think to read the books i bought, i supposed to read them during my semester break; i FAILed to do so, again.

Disappointment. Failure. Struggled. I think i need a break NOW.

Sweet Tulips

Thank you so much, George. Tulips do cheer my day up, but sadly; i still worry on my result. What should i supposed to do? I thought everything is going to be like what i am expected, however; it is completely different while facing it.

Dear George, thank you for everything you did to me, really appreciate it. N i wish you are doing great in london too.

[Received on 4 July 09]

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cheers. love. amanda.

Green Campaign @ IKEA

Few shots were taken during the campaign at Ikea. The Green campaign has come to an end finally. All of us were tired while packing up all the leftover stuffs, however; it was a good time as we had fun together. Eventually, the campaign was going smooth unexpectedly. ha ha! I thought we might not well prepared or something..

At the same time, some of us worried about our result. I was thinking the available options if I gonna re-take last semester. I got an encouragement card from Cindy, "If you try hard enough, you will make it!" Gosh.... Feel like she was saying right about me :(

It's too late to regret on what i've done. We are hoping there is another option besides repeat the whole semester. I am speechless at the moment, I gonna get my result tomorrow whatsoever.

Tired... Tired... Tired...