You strike a raw nerve

I hate negative vibes. I know that you care about me, i know that you are anxious and worried that i would make a wrong decision and regret in the end but what i need is support. If you really care about me, please have faith in me. Trust me. I am aware of the consequences of my actions. We all have dreams and this is what i am doing and what i want for my future. Even if i fail, at least i know i've tried.

You. Touched a raw nerve and yes, it hurts.

I don't need people questioning me about taking a break.

I only hope you could kiss my wounds and tell me that everything is going to be okay.

I am happy with my living. It is tired though.

Would it be HISTORY?

It is probably a lot easier to walk away from what we have, rather than to keep holding on. Emotionally, my strength is very limited now. I feel like i no longer want to express myself or discuss it anymore. I've started to give up.

What good things we've had in the past become history, and it's the time to move on.. I want to go far away, i need a fresh start where nobody knows me, perhaps?

Recently, things have become obvious, and the solution for me to take has become more obvious. Letting it go might be painful. It is just.. life is life, it is always complicated.

cheers. love. amanda

Sichuan Cuisine + Snowflake

[Sichuan Cuisine]

[Snowflake]

[CNY decoration is up @ Pavilion KL]

Yesterday, we went Pavilion for the movie "Haunted Universities" (Thai film), it was a lousy movie i could say. I have not been watching horror films for almost a year, so i thought it might be scary as there was a thai film named "Shutter", it was best!

We had Sichuan cuisine @ Imbi road before went to Pavilion shopping mall. I fell in love with it as i always have a good appetite on spicy food.

Window shopping for a while and we found "Snowflake" dessert, a kiosk located somewhere under the escalator, near Tangs.. I couldn't recognise it at my first glance, however it reminded me when i took its photo. I'd tried this dessert in Taiwan, a place called "九份"; i like the bestseller of snowflake, still i prefer the hot made than cold made.

Lately, I personally enjoy with the lomo shoot. It might lack of focusing, not in real color.. so forth. Completely for fun, indeed.